Music…

Ordinary World

Duran Duran (The Wedding Album)

Duran Duran
and Words

Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights, the TV, and the radio
Still I can’t escape the ghost of you

What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some’d say
Where is the life that I recognise? (Gone away)

But I won’t cry for yesterday, there’s an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Lyric excerpts from Musixmatch.


On an ordinary day in the mid-1990’s, a number of us shuffle down to the local Chili’s for a meal.  We, a collection of friends and colleagues from Microsoft, take a break from work and drive the short distance down the street to that restaurant.  We conduct this ritual with alarming regularly, nearly becoming our default place for meals.  I ordered my favorite food item from the menu (the Chicken Crispers), and we sit and chat.

Today, we change our routine and elect to walk around the plaza for a bit before returning to work.  Crossroads sits but a few minutes away.  It distinctively hosts a used bookstore, food court, and collection of tables.  Ever the music enthusiast, I wander into the music store immediately next to the Chili’s, by the name of Silver Platters.  This particular location is considerably smaller than their other locations.  As I browse the collection of CD’s neatly laid out in row after row.  And then this song comes on over the speakers.

“Who is this?!”, I exclaimed.

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Music…

I’m Alive

Sign of Angels

Issa
and Words

There’s a feeling deep inside me
Can’t describe it, but it made me see
That life is stronger than both you and me
Once a fire burned so brightly
But your heat turned our love into sand
Don’t ask me, baby
Why it has to end

I’m alive
Without you
And I’m better off alone
Like a queen on her throne

Lyric excerpts from Musixmatch.


Shortly after I arrive at Breakfast Club one morning, my friend Kelly turns to me and asks, “Are you okay?”  These days, we meet over Skype, and it’s currently just the two of us in the room.  He wasn’t asking in an ironic or sarcastic way; he asked genuinely.  While I’m touched by the gesture, I’m honestly a little perplexed.  I don’t post about every minutia of my life on social media, and we meet pretty regularly.  I mentally reflected on recent events and came up blank.

As it happens, it was a response to a recent post in this blog, where I wrote a personal experience towards the end of that post.  Those words genuinely expressed how we felt.  That night and that particular moment shattered us.  It remains to this day, one of the most devastating days in memory.  However, scribing these words have a magical healing, much like draining the poison off a snake bite.

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